January 2011
Anonymous asked: Well that all depends on how much you come over my dear! NAH it doesnt matter, YOU'LL NEVER BEAT ME. muhahah
December 2010
Anonymous asked: i know. you let my mom adopt you! sounds like a plan. you can have my sisters room. YAY IM EXCITED NOW. or you can just come to my house whenever. either way works.
I hate thinking about space and numbers.
They’re both endless. You never know how far they go. It’s really a scary thing to think about.
What's the point of saying "kill yourself"? I've...
Anonymous asked: actually, kong is bean.
gong is ball / zero.
gong is ball / zero.
Anonymous asked: ughh. i suck at spelling. hahaha. I know, and we probably could have thrown in "this is me" and "breaking free" :) hahhaha i can just picture us when i say that. gosh.
that really sucks.... try to ignore it. i rather you tell people and have them want to support you, than not tell anyone how your feeling.
that really sucks.... try to ignore it. i rather you tell people and have them want to support you, than not tell anyone how your feeling.
tenebrosity-deactivated20110303 asked: You're welcome, dear.<3
Anonymous asked: are you kidding me? your "grandma" is the embarressment, not you. that is a rediculous attitude. oh sorry i always spell ridiculous wrong.
difficultsimplicities asked: it's fine? itll be an added christmas gift or a belated birthday gift i never gave you last year ? :D
difficultsimplicities asked: Would you like me to spot you?
:O
It's not much; ill buy froyo for you and whatever else youd like as long as it can be paid for with a debit card xD
:O
It's not much; ill buy froyo for you and whatever else youd like as long as it can be paid for with a debit card xD
difficultsimplicities asked: well i dont know where ju is she's been MIA lately?
i don't know why though; oh well when are you coming to palpark? i have my phone now so if you want you can text me if anything.^^
i don't know why though; oh well when are you coming to palpark? i have my phone now so if you want you can text me if anything.^^
You know what Kong in Korean means?
Ball or zero.
I like to sing.
riceeater:
While I blog:
While I “do my homework”: And while I shower: But I immediately stop singing when I hear someone coming into the house:
difficultsimplicities asked: Oh ashley; i'm so sorry for you;
please, i know this late and probably repeated often, but know that we all love you and think every bit of you is something to cherish and admire, you're amazing.
please be ohkay<3
please, i know this late and probably repeated often, but know that we all love you and think every bit of you is something to cherish and admire, you're amazing.
please be ohkay<3
I wish my last name was Oh, Moon, Song, or Choi.
Not Kong.
Kong is so ugly. Asdfghjkl. You can’t make a cool nickname out of that besides, “King Kong” or “Donkey Kong” or “Hong Kong”.
I’ve heard it all, I’ve heard it all.
Watchcollarbonesandlesbians:
OHMYGOD THIS IS BRILLIANT.
tenebrosity-deactivated20110303 asked: You need not thank me, dear.
But you're more than welcome either way; I'm glad it helped.<3
Just know that it's true and that it's all going to be okay. I promise.
But you're more than welcome either way; I'm glad it helped.<3
Just know that it's true and that it's all going to be okay. I promise.
rachelkratins asked: To be honest, I'm not quite sure what I could possibly say to make you feel better. Just know that I'm here for you, no matter what you're going through. Love you babygirl, forever and always.<3
melissaandi asked: It all gets better, I promise you my dear. Please please PLEASE! talk to me whenever anything like this happens or whenever you need someone because I will always be there for you. I know, for the most part, what you're going through. Depression is hard, I've been there and done that, but everything gets better, eventually. If you ever feel like no one cares or no one loves you please...
Stay Strong.
I just read your post about your grandma and I think that’s just awful. I know it may feel like your whole world is falling apart sometimes, but you shouldn’t let that ruin your life. You have a whole crowd of people supporting you, and don’t ever forget that. If you need help, don’t ever let someone tell you that it’s embarrassing to seek it. It’s courage. I...
Stay Strong.
I just read your post about your grandma and I think that’s just awful. I know it may feel like your whole world is falling apart sometimes, but you shouldn’t let that ruin your life. You have a whole crowd of people supporting you, and don’t ever forget that. If you need help, don’t ever let someone tell you that it’s embarrassing to seek it. It’s courage. I...
crayolabrickroad-deactivated201 asked: You're something to me. You know my dad asked about you. My dad that you know is heartless. He asked when you were coming and how you were doing. You're something to me, my family. We love you. And remember if you need anything, call my sister or something Ash. I love you so much
tenebrosity-deactivated20110303 asked: Darling, I know it's hard. Especially with your family breathing down your neck for you to be the perfect daughter and to make them proud, and I'm sorry for that. I wish there were something I could say to diminish that predicament for you, but sadly I don't have those words. But I want you to know that you're beautiful, inside and out, and your happiness and well being is just...
Someone fix this broken family, please.
Me: Guess what! Our youth group prayed for me so that I could feel better. Isn't that sweet of them?
Grandma: Is that why people are asking me if you're okay?
Me: What? Who?
Grandma: That's my secret. Why are you telling them such embarrassing things?
Me: Why is that such an embarrassment? I told other people so they could help me.
Grandma: Do you not understand what you're putting me through? There are people at church who probably think that you're taking medication so you can prevent yourself from killing yourself.
Me: But I don't even take medication!
Grandma: They don't know that!
Me: Do you remember how that one girl suffered through leukemia? And how our whole entire church prayed for her and visited her at the hospital?
Grandma: But she has an illness. That's different.
Me: I have an illness too. Depression is referred to as an illness.
Grandma: But your illness is embarrassing. You're a disgrace to our family. Why are you letting other people know?
Me: Do you think I want to suffer through depression? Do you think I'm happy like this?
Grandma: What about me? You're giving our family such a bad reputation because of your stupid illness.
Me: You don't understand. I don't want to suffer through depression.
Grandma: You're disgusting, you bitch. I can't even stand being in the same house with someone who has your illness.
Me: ...
Grandma: I'm leaving. I don't want to be in your presence. It's filthy. Disgusting. You know, I was there for you at the hospital, but you go around telling people that you have depression. Why should they know about your illness?
Me: Because I needed help.
Grandma: You know what. I can't even deal with this anymore. I'm leaving and maybe I'll just go die. That'll make you happy, won't it? It'll make me happy too.
Me: Who said I wanted you to die? I don't want you to die! Why are you doing this?
Grandma: I can't believe this is happening to me. You know what. You and your grandpa just get out. I don't want to see the both of you.
Me: You're wanting to kick grandpa out just because he defended me?
Grandma: Don't talk to me. Get out. You disgusting little son of a whore.
Me: ...
Grandma: Get out of my house. I'm not your grandma anymore. I refuse to be referred to as your grandma. That's just embarrassing. GET OUT.
Me: ...
Grandma: Why are you living? What do you have to live for? You have nothing. Your mother hates you. Your grandma hates you. You're nothing in our family.
Are you seriously more worried about our family's...
empirechild asked: we've never talked or anything. but please dont commit suicide. :'(
<3
<3
killtheselights-deactivated2011 asked: No. You shouldn't end yourself. Nobody deserves to think that. Never ever. Let me know if you need to talk, ever. I'm always here.
I'm sorry that I have depression.
I’m sorry that I’m a disgrace to the family because I suffer through depression. I’m sorry that I’m the reason why you’re so embarrassed to go out, because you’re tired of people asking you, “Hey, how is Ashley doing?” I’m sorry that you’re afraid to show your face in public because of my depression. I’m sorry that I told people...
thedumocracy asked: hey. how was your 2010? :] we don't talk like we used to. what happened?
sweetdreamseoul-deactivated2011 asked: You are really lucky girl.You born in Korea.
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I really can't express my gratitude.
This past week has been really stressful. I’ve been getting into arguments with my friends, suffering through gymnastics practice, having my hopes crushed, and just pissed off at everything.
Yesterday, I went to the mall with my mom and her boyfriend, and for the first time, I was really bored at the mall. I was feeling light-headed and dizzy at first. We went to McDonalds and I asked if I...
when people compare their relationships to Romeo...
wherestheinnocence:
I’m sorry did you ever read it
Everybody dies
Watchcendiidoan:
LOL. uhhh….. hi.
ROFLROFLROFL. You’re so cute. <3 I love you. You’re the one that’s been keeping me up, Cindy. GOODNIGHT.
It's 4:53 AM right now.
And I normally wake up around this time for school.
Tonight, or should I say this morning, I will teach myself what sleep is.
Goodnight Tumblr. <3
WHAT IS SLEEP?!
i jas want to esay dat it really irotaytes me to...
