January 2012
December 2011
Anonymous asked: Stop being so ungrateful. She brought you here on this planet. You should be thankful.
I need to find a lawyer.
Because I’m done. I’m so fucking done. I am so tired of dealing with her shit. She is beyond ridiculous and no child should ever live like this. It’s not healthy for me to live in this household. Mentally and physically. I can’t take it here anymore.
I’m finding a lawyer to emancipate myself. My friends have highly suggested emancipation but I’ve been holding...
Anonymous asked: is your mom really that bad?
A conversation with God
You say: It’s impossible.
God says: All things are possible. (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired.
God says: I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me.
God says: I love you. (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on.
God says: My grace is sufficient. (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms 91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out.
God says: I will direct your steps. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it.
God says: You can do all things. (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able.
God says: I am able. (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it.
God says: It will be worth it. (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself.
God says: I FORGIVE YOU. (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage.
God says: I will supply all your needs. (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid.
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear. (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated.
God says: Cast all your cares on ME. (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith.
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith. (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough.
God says: I give you wisdom. (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone.
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5)
Lights is pretty.
But does she ever wash her hair? As much as I think she’s pretty, her hair is disgusting. Her hairstyle is nice. But her hair itself is gross…
durianseeds:
Feeling inadequate means apologizing a lot. Your self-esteem is so low that it honestly feels like everything that goes wrong is your fault, even when it wasn’t. The constant thoughts of not being good enough seem to always come up when you’re around others. “Am I worthy of their company? Am I good enough to be their friend?” It alway leads to isolation and doubts about your role in...
The big truth.
Is this the truth? Because if this the truth, then I have to face my biggest fear. And this is not something that you can overcome.
I don’t want this to be the truth.
This cannot be the truth.
Please, let this not be the truth.
I’m losing it.
I can’t do this.
That brief moment of relief after winning a game of Solitaire.
I feel like talking on the phone with someone. But I never call people. And people don’t call me as much anymore. But I really just want to have a nice phone conversation with someone on the phone. But I don’t know who to talk to. I just know that I want to talk to someone not via text/bbm.
I’ve wasted my winter break. This is the result of me staying in Connecticut for breaks. Get me out of here.
Foreign, yet not so foreign.
I really hate when people from my town text my friends in New Jersey from my phone. The humor in Connecticut is so different from the humor in New Jersey. And it’s almost as if it’s a foreign language. It’s like, what Connecticut finds funny is fucked up in New Jersey. And vice versa. It’s so weird.
I remember one time my CT friend was texting my NJ friend from my phone...
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Me: It was nice seeing you last night.
Taeyang:
Me: On youtube.
Taeyang:
Me: I saw the way you passionately made eye contact with me.
Taeyang:
Me: I could feel the desire you had for me.
Taeyang:
Me: It must hurt you deeply to love me this much.
Taeyang:
Me: *strokes laptop screen*
Honestly, if you’re getting bullied on the internet, aka “cyberbullying”, just get off. It’s as simple as that. By staying on and taking in all the insults and demeaning views towards you, all you’re doing is making yourself miserable. Trolls are bothering you? Get off or ignore. Don’t retaliate, because they WANT your retaliation. They feed off of your misery....
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Anonymous asked: who reminds you of ben mckenzie?
If your only motto is YOLO.
808dilly:
fuckpromises:
agentdaddy:
ihatemee:
I just wanna be a really 13 years old gurl. Give me a chance 1 more time? please..?
I honestly can’t tell if you’re trolling or not now. You fucked up. You know you fucked up & even if you admit this, you took too long to realize your mistake. You’re a 13 year old girl with the body of one more mature so you’d have to expect something like this....
This virus is trying to delete my iTunes. Fuck no. It just deleted half of Drake. Ashley is annoyed.
To watch or not to watch.
That is the question. Should I watch another episode of The O.C. or should I go to bed because I might actually have a social life today?
The next episode is the best episode, the Chrismukkah episode. Asdfghjkl. I feel so conflicted.
To watch or not to watch?
To sleep or not to sleep?
Bra shopping at Aerie the other day.
Me: - Casually looking at bras. -
Aerie Person: Hi! Are you looking for anything in particular?
Me: No, just browsing. Thank you!
Aerie Person: I can help you find anything!
Me: I'm fine, thank y-
Aerie Person: So tell me, what cup size are you?
Me: ...
Aerie Person: Be honest.
Me: I'm a... I'm an A.
Aerie Person: Giiiirl, me too. Small and proud. Itty Bitty Titty Committee. But I can help you. You see this?
Me: -looks down to see that she's wearing a turtle neck-
Aerie Person: This doesn't look like an A. I know. And this is all thanks to the Drew bra! Here, follow me. I'll show you.
Me: -follows-
Aerie Person: See, here's our Drew collection. It's got a lot of padding and a whole lot of push up. And believe me, if you don't have anything to push up, well, Drew will prove you wrong. Here, touch it.
Me: Oooh, it's uh, it's squishy and soft.
Aerie Person: Yup, you know it. And it's super comfortable too. Pink or red?
What JKR thought whilst writing Harry Potter
Oh, James and Lily are a flawless couple? Hm...I'll kill them.
Oh, Harry is happy with Sirius as a father figure? Let's kill him.
Oh, Dumbledore has been Harry's mentor since he was 11? Haha, lol, let's kill him.
Oh, Remus is happy for the first time since James and Lily died? Kill him.
Oh, Tonks is happy and has a child at home? Okay, she's DEFINITELY dying.
Oh, Dobby is finally free and happy? He doesn't deserve it. Die, Dobby, die.
Oh, everyone loves Fred? I'll kill him and drink their tears.
Oh, Snape is possibly one of the greatest characters in the book? LOL! DEAD!
WatchOh. My. God……………………..
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
I've been so irritable lately.
I don’t understand how people can be sane around me. If I were someone else, I’d have knocked some sense into me now. But I think I have every right to be irritable, right? Right. I don’t know anymore.
Well, bleh.